January 2012
24 posts
it’s rather unfortunate that i don’t have time to do my routine recap of the year, but if time permits, i’ll try to stay up and accomplish that. 2011 was an amazing, unforgettable year. i’ve got some resolutions sitting up in my silly little head so hopefully i don’t forget them by the time i head home (which is just a matter of a mad dash across the street, you...
December 2011
29 posts
we learn to associate vulnerability with weakness, a gateway for humility and shame and other unwanted emotions. that’s what we’ve been taught our entire lives: to assert yourself, every man for himself, trust no one with the expectation that in this way, no one will let you down. that in this way, you’re safe; you’ve got it figured out for yourself. we’re taught to...
quick recap of thee week.
december 24 — prepped for le christmas party all day (cleaning, picking up food and all that), lots of cousin bonding, pictures, “midnight raptor”, too much eating, karaoke until 2:30 in the morning (probably the latest we’ve gone for a christmas celebration, no lie) december 25 — opened presents in bed, church at noon, cemetary right...
sometimes i wish i was stronger.
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even though all has been said and done i still feel as awful about it as ever. my mind strays around this time of night, especially when i’m not talking to you, and it gravitates toward all the thoughts i don’t ever want to delve too deep into because i know all too well what this kind of thinking does to me. it’s just that there’s always going to be a part of me that knows...
also, you know nathan velasco is your boyfriend when you’re singing shamelessly at the top of your lungs, prompting strange looks from the family. haha.
to be honest, it didn’t feel like christmas. i think that it’s safe to say that we’ve all assigned our own kind of warm, idealistic sentiment to the season: for some of us that sentiment takes form of hot cocoa and book in hand, or laying in bed all day, or basking by the fireplace. anything that reminds us of that nostalgic feeling that christmas is near. and even as the end of...
such a great, memorable christmas eve. <3 blogging later.. for now, it’s three am and my voice is practically gone from abuse on karaoke, the house is in a state of utter disorder and i’m about ready to pass out and open presents the minute i wake up since apparently i am one of the few patient ones, aha. good night!
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sometimes i just need the reassurance.
tonight will consist of mad cleaning—or at least that will happen between now and saturday evening—new music for the car ride, packing, then reading ‘til i sleep. will try to read at least an hour every day of this break or at least finish all the books i bought this year!! even that is a little too ambitious knowing me but AIM HIGH, yaknow. in addition i’ve found some...
I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO READ AGAIN
YES
on another note
aiming to get ahead for my classes in any which way possible. especially physics. just got to keep moving forward because it certainly is not the end of the world. and, thank you, because i needed to hear it from you most of all. it still gets to me, and probably will but it made me feel infinitely better to hear what you had to...
— order cap &gown, pay for ittt
— comm service
— buy senior sweater
fuuuuuck this feeling.
tonight
finish ap physics test corrections for tomorrow [ ]
ap calc packets [ ]
study for econ mc test tomorrow? slightly skeptical he’ll actually give the test but try him, regardless [ ]
community service nonsense — fill out [ ]
study with whatever time’s left [ ]
tuesday: (1,2) - ap calc final - ap physics final wednesday: (4,5) - ap econ final - ap language final ...
the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon.
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You should date an illiterate girl.
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i feel young and head over heels in love and ridiculous and blissful and it is incredible, absolutely incredible, and i would trade the world for this feeling to mark my days as it already has.
see, the thing is, when it comes to you, i’ll always have a story to tell.
absolutely have got to do well on my finals next week! it’s kind of nerve wrecking to have to rely on these to make/break my grades this semester but i suppose that’s the downside of taking on this course load without really gauging how well i’d fare in these classes. but i can blame myself all i want, you know, but it’s kind of pointless. at the end of the day, i just want...
quick recap of this weekend.
i’ve been nothing short of absolutely blissful lately. so many things seem to be going right for me, it’s astonishing—it’s just, how am i even worthy of these things that have come my way? but wow, never would i have even imagined i’d be here at this point, here, now.
friday, december 2 ‘twas a really nice day at school, actually....
it's crazy
how happy i’ve been these days.
i wonder if what you wished for will fall into...
